My husband and I dreamed of the day that he would retire from the Army and he and I would buy and R.V. and travel the country and finally be able to enjoy each other without the worries of deployments. On March 04 2005, that all came to an end. My children and I joined the ranks of widows and fallen fathers. We are proud of Juan. He loved his Army,Country,Family and his car. I hope, by writting this, the pain in my heart is lighten by his memories. I must now face our future without my ...